Monthly Archives: December 2005

Well, among other things (including the most delicious shower), tonight, I have been culling obselete files from my computer like you wouldnt believe… It feels so good… Its silly, I know, but its like getting rid of real junk… I … Continue reading →

Well, about a half an hour ago I made the effort to get dressed and I headed down to reception in the hope I would actually have the courage and the energy to go out tonight… But I am still … Continue reading →

Ive all of a sudden become very tired… It seems to come in waves and I dont know why… Quite frankly, its beginning to scare me… Im not on any sedatives or any medications which have a sedative effect… If … Continue reading →

I still feel like there is something important I want to express on here but I still cant work out what it is… I have decided instead to go to bed… Well, thats the theory at least…   Ok, so … Continue reading →

I finally tried out the sustain pedal I bought to attach to my portable keyboard… WOW! What a massive difference that made… I will put it this way… I had gotten to the point where the only thing saving that … Continue reading →

Looking back over that last entry, I am tempted to pull it and hope that nobody saw it… Mostly because I am not in the business of hurting other people’s feelings… But Im not going to pull it… Its going … Continue reading →

I dont know what to say today…   Once again, there is loads, but nothing I want to publish… My whole world is topsy turvey right now but in so many ways its never made more sense than it does right … Continue reading →

I have woken up today feeling really good…   Im finally beginning to come to terms with some of these changes… Whether I am fooling myself and just massively dissociating or whether I am actually processing it, remains to be seen… … Continue reading →

I have come to a decision… And its HUGE!   If Andrew goes to Hong Kong with work, I am moving up here (to Brisbane)… There are a lot of reasons why to be honest… Not the least of which … Continue reading →

God, theres just soooo much I want to write about…   I am so happy and so sad all at the same time and all because of the same thing… But naturally, as with almost anything that means something huge … Continue reading →