Monthly Archives: January 2007

Well, here I am, back at work again…   Ive been here for over 3 hours already and now Im seriously considering just staying and pulling 24 and 36 hour shifts or more and just not stopping until I simply cant … Continue reading →

So much has been happening in my life of late…   One minute things seem to be sorting themselves out and the next minute its all going to hell worse than ever before… I dont know whether I am coming … Continue reading →

I dont know whats going on anymore…   As always with times like this, in a lot of ways I have never seemed calmer or more in control… In reality, I am dangerously out of control… With my girls about … Continue reading →

Where is Thumbkin? Where is Thumbkin? Here I am. Here I am. How are you today Sir? Very well, I thank you. Run away. Run away.   Where is Pointer? Where is Pointer? Here I am. Here I am. How … Continue reading →

Tonight I have made an appointment to go and see my doctor again…   I dont know that there is really all that much point to be honest… But it would seem that the general consensus is that I need … Continue reading →

I honestly cant explain how it is that I am still here today…   Yesterday I cut… Probably more severely than ever before… And for the first time, I almost didnt just stop at my upper arms and thighs… I cant … Continue reading →

As yet Untitled   I am screaming for help But you dont hear me While I am screaming your name You turn and walk away My pleas fall on deaf ears And leave me wondering Have I ceased to exist … Continue reading →

I dont know what is going to happen…   In less than one day, my whole world has been turned upside-down, shattered, shaken, and turned right-side-up again… Now everything is confusing and a huge mess and I dont know what … Continue reading →

NO MORE MEDS!…   It was a decision I couldnt remember why I had made so many times before… But a conversation I had this morning and the way I have been feeling has highlighted it perfectly for me now… … Continue reading →

I watch you come and go…   I am haunted and torn… I dont know which way to turn or how to make this thing work… You make things sound so simple… And yet, in reality they arent… In reality, I … Continue reading →