Monthly Archives: August 2008

How can a person feel so many different ways and all at the same time?   I have now written about 4 completely different journal entries (one on another site), in the past couple of hours… All one after another… … Continue reading →

I just saw a partial video of my girls that I accidentally took while I was actually trying to take a still shot of them…   The very next time I see them, I am going to take a deliberate … Continue reading →

I am so sick of this…   This yo-yo existence where I dont know what is real and what is denial or insanity… One minute it is the end of the world… The next moment I have rationalised it all … Continue reading →

Is there a sign on my head that says ‘Please keep kicking me, I just havent had enough yet’?   I just cant do this anymore… Everywhere I turn there is no hope, just deeper and deeper pain and insanity… … Continue reading →

Spending time with my girls this weekend was good…   And to make it even better, applying a principle I learned a long time ago regarding eye-contact, worked amazingly with Sarah… I honestly think we made some real progress… And hearing that … Continue reading →