Monthly Archives: April 2007

Today is going to be very interesting…   In an hour or so I am expecting a call from someone I would quite happily shred… This woman has attempted time and time again to play juvenile headgames with me in … Continue reading →

I just witnessed one character on tv holding the woman he loved’s face in his hands, looking into her eyes and saying ‘I love you *****. God, I love you’…   It reminded me of how my Master and Love holds … Continue reading →

In a previous entry, I spoke of someone sacrificing his wife and child for me…   I want to make it PERFECTLY CLEAR that that is not and never has been what I wanted… The point I was trying to … Continue reading →

Why is it that there are so many people with opinions about how I live my life and what I think and feel?   But even more important than that is why the hell do I allow those opinions to … Continue reading →

It fills my throat with sour bile, listening to the protestations of people who profess to care about me that they want to put my feelings first…   HA! What fucking bullshit! Where do my feelings come when it gets … Continue reading →

I could have done a shift at 311 today…   But I didnt… Why? Well, for a number of reasons… Im still not well… Im extraordinarily tired… But more than anything else…   I am afraid…   I am afraid … Continue reading →

Tread Lightly Little One…   A warning: Tread lightly, My precious Little One It has been so long Since you have seen the sun Your Master is very proud Of how far you have come But you must learn to walk, … Continue reading →