Monthly Archives: September 2008

I have felt so far away and disconnected from the man I love for what feels like forever…   Well, maybe not quite forever… But its been long enough to do some serious damage…   Tonight, as I lay here … Continue reading →

Well, she doesnt hate me…   I would call that a miracle… And I am grateful… I was so scared… And it feels so good not to have to fear… Even if it is only in one part of my … Continue reading →

In the middle of the night last night, He ordered me to put my computer away and go to sleep…   I felt like I was going to scream… Being that my computer had been the only thing I had … Continue reading →

You know what?!   I think its time I finally began saying what I really think and how I really feel in this journal! Why the hell should I censor for anyone?!   Im mad as hell that He sees … Continue reading →

Well I am standing up for myself…   What a lonely and painful place that is… Instead of just swallowing painful things and hoping they will improve, I have been owning up and apologising for what is my fault and … Continue reading →

Funny, touching and sweet…   As you lie there And I lie here I’ll keep you safe From the nightmares you fear And if one bad dream Should accidentally fall I’ll hold you close Til theres no bad dreams at … Continue reading →

Figs have the highest dietary fibre cocntent of any common fruit, nut or vegetable…   A ballet enthusiast is called a ‘balletomane’…   A Boeing 747 plane holds about 216,846 litres of fuel…   Flamingos live up to 80 years… … Continue reading →

He came to me in tears tonight…   Yes, He was in physical pain beause He had injured His back, which probably had Him feeling a little more vulnerable than usual… But the tears werent for the pain…   He … Continue reading →

It has been far too long since I last wrote in here…   I am in Sydney at the moment, where Peter is setting up a new furniture store…   I dont know what else to write… Not for lack … Continue reading →