Monthly Archives: May 2007

We made love last night and I cried…   Exactly why I cried is too personal to go into on here… Surfice it to say that it felt like the end of the world… There was a mixture of intense … Continue reading →

He reached out to me last night when I finally went to bed…   I thought that maybe we had begun to work things out and that my trust had not been misplaced… But today, I realised that nothing has … Continue reading →

Trust is such a funny thing…   Only right now its not funny in a good way… Because right now I am in a position where I am under fire but not defending myself or correcting any misinterpretations… I am afraid… And … Continue reading →

The wind is howling outside, while tiny little icy hail pieces throw themselves against the glass windowpanes…   Its beautiful weather… I am inside, in my loungeroom with the gas fire on ejoying the wintry sounds outside… Sadly, it is a … Continue reading →

Last night I had the strangest dream…   The strangest, but somehow frighteningly familiar part, of the dream was that I was flying and able to fly right through solid walls… I couldnt always tap into this ability however… I … Continue reading →

Today, I feel happy…   I am really enjoying the grey, windy, rainy weather… It always brings me a sense of peace and a feeling of inner equalibrium… I enjoy the sound of the rain and the way the wind … Continue reading →

Ok, so here is what I have decided to do…   Its time I went private…   For anyone interested in Massage, Fantasy, B&D, or Training, please feel free to email or IM me… Here at Violet Temptation, we offer a very confidential, … Continue reading →

I have been doing a lot of thinking today about whether or not I am going to return to working at the agency I have been working from in the city…   I dont think I am going to return… … Continue reading →

I dont really know what to say about the last couple of entries…   All I know is that this-morning things seem to be a little better… *sigh*… It would really be nice to be able to react to what … Continue reading →

And here I am again…   Lost inside and back at this bloody journal again… 😦 … Im so fucking sick of it all… The headaches… The repression… The rage… The pain… The depression… The chaos… All of it…   … Continue reading →